This is the reaction of your karmic creditors. You can reduce your chanting and increase your prostration.
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4. 转而渐渐领会，要界定谁是我的冤亲债主是不可能的。
Instead, I experienced a growing understanding that it is impossible to draw anywhere a boundary that defines who are my karmic creditors.
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5. 我立即意识到我刚制造了又一个冤亲债主—即使他不知道我的诅咒！
I instantly realized that I had just created one more karmic creditor-even if he did not know of my swearing!
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6. 一方面是自己的习气在作用，另一方面，是自己的冤亲债主的反应。
On one hand, it was because of your bad habits; on the other hand, it attributed to reactions of your karmic creators.
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7. 这是冤亲债主的想法，他们不愿放弃报复，所以对佛菩萨产生了仇视。
This is the thoughts of your karmic creators. They do not want to give up taking a revenge on you. Hence, they regard the Buddhas and Buddhisattvas as an enemy.
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8. 大约三个月前，我请示林钰堂博士是否可以为我的冤亲债主做一次火供。
About 3 months ago, I asked Dr. Yutang Lin whether he could perform a Puja for my karmic creditors.
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9. 有些冤亲债主听了佛法劝导，他就算了，不再找麻烦；有些很执着，非报仇不可。
Some karmic creditors will not trouble you again if they are convinced of the Buddhism, but some of them are really persistent and they are determined to take the revenge against you.
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10. 在名单中加入一些名字时，我很快开始发觉要决定谁是我们的冤亲债主是多么的复杂。
While adding some names to the list, I soon began to see how complicated it is to determine who are our karmic creditors.
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11. 当时因我没学佛，所以不知道，任由情绪肆无忌惮发泄，而让冤亲债主趁虚而入报复心得逞。
Back then, I didn't know anything about Buddhism and abreacted my dissatisfaction out of control, offering my "creditors" an opportunity to revenge and get what they want.
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12. 我用一个“包罗一切”的段落作为这份名单的结尾：包括所有那些被我遗忘提及的冤亲债主。
I ended the list with a "catch all" paragraph: to include all those karmic creditors that I have forgotten to name.
Pray without partiality for all obstacles to be pacified for America and Iraq, for whatever friends and enemies we may have, and for ourselves, and all motherly sentient beings.
Pope John Paul II died the day before the Puja, and I realized that he is indeed one of my benefactors, so I listed him by name as one of my karmic creditors.
Pope John Paul II died the day before the Puja, and I realized that he is indeed one of my benefactors, so I listed him by name as one of my karmic creditors.
